My Year 2017

Way back in year 2016, I was so prepared to greet year 2017. Because that year was the most wonderful and great year for me and I thought the next year will be too.

But lil did I know,this year is a total chaos and it got me wrecked.

I've been through with so many struggles that I didn't saw coming. I was unprepared of what life threw at me that time.

Well I just,

Failed some of my dream achievements and ended up of not meeting people's expectations.

I was betrayed.

There are ruined friendship and unexpected shortcomings.

Forced interactions.

Toxic people going 'round the corner

Mental breakdown

and the list goes on

I was like, "WOH WOH WOH wait a minute Mr. Life"

I can't understand why this happened. Like I even deserve this? Am I being a naughty kid and Santa don't seem to like it?

Why do I need to suffer? Why do I need to be in pain? Why it has to be ME?

No one answered my questions. I was so desperate.

But then, I saw a two houses.

Many workers built the house made of nipa and they finished it like for 2 days. But the storm came on, the wind washed it away.

While the other house made of cement takes months to build it. But when the storm came to deteriorate it, it stood still.

And it hit me.

Life is getting tougher and in order for me to face it, I need to get through all the challenges first to build enough courage and bravery. And yep, it takes time.

Life may seem so pointless and hopeless sometimes but let me tell you thing. Use your weaknesses as your strength cause sometimes it'll be the best weapon that you can use while battling on.

Well well well, are you ready for another 365 more days?